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Fri Jul 10, 2009, 12:30 AM
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: The Noose - A Perfect Circle
  • Reading: http://kokorononaka.net/Fanwork/WhiteAngel/index
  • Watching: Yu-Gi-Oh! Episode 208
  • Playing: ordered Nightmare Troubadour.
  • Eating: had cake
  • Drinking: it didn't help
Well... it's decided. My trip to Seattle has been cancelled. :( At the last minute I wasn't able to get a ride. :((((

I thought about what I'd type if this happened--I knew it was possible, even probable, but I had fooled myself into actually thinking it would happen. I actually got my parents to say OKAY. But... I thought if it didn't happen, I'd write up here that I was actualy a little relieved; I don't really like making plans, because I don't like being bogged down by commitments and the stress of dealing with them, planning them, and the having to rely on other people, which I absolutely hate doing.

But that isn't how I feel at all.

I didn't really realize how bad this is making me feel--alone in my room with nothing but the glow of my computer in front of me, all I feel is mildly annoyed, and bitter--not towards anyone in particular, but just bitter. A little dissapointed, but angry, if anything. Again, not at anyone. I know you all really did try, and I don't blame any of you, I promise. Just angry at myself, I guess. For thinking something as stupid as me actually being able to go. I should have known better. But then I went upstairs. And I told my dad. And I nearly started crying.

-o- Alright. Well, I'm going to go back to smothering my consciousness in Yu-Gi-Oh! See ya later, guys.

~Atakiri

P>S> Five AMVs going on right now. (Six in a second). Most of them won't make it onto YouTube. Sorry.

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Under your bed
  • Interests: Manga, Anime, Video Games, Bishounen Characters, My own book
  • Favourite movie: The Nightmare Before Christmas, Pokemon 2000, TEnchi Muyo 2, Spirited Away, Flight of Dragons, LotR
  • Favourite band or musician: System of a Down, Coldplay,
  • Favourite genre of music: Japanese Anime Music!!!, Metal, Alternative
  • Favourite artist: Arina Tanemura, Yun Kouga,
  • Favourite poet or writer: Robert Jordan, Christopher Paolini, J.K. Rowling, Myself, Stephenie Meyer
  • Favourite style of art: Manga, Anime, Japanesish (LOL >.<)
  • Operating System: BIC Mechanical Pencil and White Copy Paper
  • MP3 player of choice: We should all mourn Kami-sama's death...
  • Wallpaper of choice: Lelouch. The bishie to rule the world
  • Skin of choice: Pale. Yeah, that's right. I like my guys vampire-pale. <3
  • Favourite game: Legend of Zeldas; Pokemon; RPGs
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo DS, Wii
  • Favourite cartoon character: Lelouch Lamperouge, Gaara, Alviss, Phantom, Sasuke Uchiha, Kimimaro, Hanataro, Itachi, Deidara
  • Personal Quote: "Desperation becomes inspiration" ~ Me (it's actually much longer, but there isn&am
  • Tools of the Trade: sketch book, colored pencil, pen, big eraser, mechanical pencil

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*ghost rises from the earth * It's... alright... you must... move on... be happy... get married... have children.... (in that order D:<;) ... or else... my sacrifice... would... have... been.... in... va...in... *fades away *

(I don't know but doesn't this prove we're awesome? >D )

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But master...I can't have....children becuase....I'm acctually a man!!!

(yes, yes it does ^^)

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The reason we are stalkers?....
....Because we're not cool enough to be ninjas.

I practice yaori ^^ Cuz there's no reason to choose between yaoi and yuri

l L l O l V l E l - My Anti-drug

I cried when Demyx faded
*suddenly appears again * :jawdrop: WUT?

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I know you would come back for me master!!!!!! *dramatic hug*
And I lied, I'm not a man.......
I'm a cross dresser XD

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The reason we are stalkers?....
....Because we're not cool enough to be ninjas.

I practice yaori ^^ Cuz there's no reason to choose between yaoi and yuri

l L l O l V l E l - My Anti-drug

I cried when Demyx faded
WAAAAAAAAT?!?!!? *flaps ghostly arms *

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